Tuesday, January 14, 2020

HIDDEN FEARS - by Mers L Shadle





HIDDEN  FEARS

by  Mers L Shadle



I hide my pains and fears
from the world
Outside I smile
laughing and joking
while all the while
inside I am crying.


Waiting for someone
to notice that the smiles
and laughter are forced
I search for miles
far and wide
hoping to find someone
who can see what I hide.


I tell those who ask
That I am okay
they believe me
and I wait everyday
for someone to tell me 
they know the truth
and say, "tell me now,
I am here for you." 


I hide the pain with words
and jokes
But they are all
simply the ghost
that is what I fear 
I am